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ravagedskies @ 2009-10-21T18:51:00

2009-10-22T01:58:51Z

I gave myself some bangs the other day and re-colored my hair blue black. I love it but the bangs are driving me craaazy.. but I expected that haha. youcant really see the blue in the pictures or inside really but in the sunlight its really blue.

hmm I start my new job in a few weeks... getting pretty nervous. And i don't have my schedule yet so i don't know if I'm working the day after Halloween or not which is annoying cuz I don't know if i should start making a costume or not...

I went to the mall today and got a new purse which is am in love with. I also went to the dollar store and got some sweet dollar key chains and make them into necklaces. ones a really cute black and white polka dot bow and the other is a blueish green anchor. I already had tons of chains at home so yeeah for dollar necklaces!! plus I got black sparkly nail polish and some cute little bow hair clips with lace, I love that dollar store!

I also love this above my bed right now :)

ravagedskies @ 2009-08-10T12:01:00

2009-08-10T19:11:58Z

we were suppose to go camping on the weekend, but we didn't end up going :( sadness. But there were just to many reasons to not go, we couldn't even have a fire cuz there's an intense fire ban so yah... we stayed home and watch a bunch of movies instead.

We watched this movie called the union, and I think everyone who i against legalizing marijuana should watch this movie. I'm not saying weed is the best thing in the world (well it kind of is in a lot of ways) but how can you have things like cigarettes (which cause 400,000 deaths a year, the highest death rate of ANYTHING) legal (and alcohol comes in around 2nd or 3rd in highest annual deaths ) but there's noooo way pot should be legal... hmm there is not one, not ONE death on record EVER resulting directly from the use of marijuana. Anyways there are so many other good truths in this movie, no matter what your stand on the matter is I highly recommend you watch it. And its made in BC, and yes that does make me proud actually :)

but yes, life is good! summer has been pretty awesome so far, we spend the whole day on the lake last weekend with some people Matt knows from the gym. we went on their boat and went tubing and cliff jumping and lots of fun stuff haha.

other than that... ramdomness
I want to change my hair but i cant think of what to do with it..
And I want my own house so BAD right now! I'm so sick of living here, its not even bad right now. Its pretty much like our own house because my dad is NEVER here anymore, always out on his motorcycle. So its always just me matt, my brother colton his girlfriend brittany and our friend mya.. we pretty much just have the house to ourselves all the time.. and its always fun. But I want my own space! for matt and me. so yah we are hopefully moving near the end of the summer, hopefully...

ps. its raining! that makes me happy, we needed rain. And I just love the rain. But summer better not be over...

ravagedskies @ 2009-07-18T19:31:00

2009-07-19T02:35:28Z

noo I'm soo angry!! We're going to play land on Tuesday for Coltons birthday and I've been so excited about it. What happens, I wake up with a cold this morning! of course, it seems to always happen when I'm going anywhere. grrr :(

So all day I've been doing everything I can to try and fend off this stupid cold. I even went and got a bottle of these virus blockers (there just elderberries in capsules I guess) that are like 24 bucks for 14. They actually work really well, as long as you start taking them in time. I've taken two today and I feel a lot better already.. but that usually happens when I have colds, feel horrible in the mornings and a bit better as the day goes on.. so I don't know.

I want to enjoy myself though and go on tons of ride and not feel crappy or run down or anything! any suggestions?

Who even gets a cold in the middle of summer!? Maybe it had something to do with sneaking into the hot tubs at a resort last night at like 1 in the morning and then sitting out on the point by the windy ocean for like 2 hours... hmmmmmm. silly me...

ravagedskies @ 2009-07-14T23:08:00

2009-07-15T06:10:14Z

i need a new paper journal. i wish this journal was more like my paper one, more me... more just random stuff that makes me happy. I only really post here now when i have a real post about life to make... i used to just post stuff just cuz i liked it or wanted to put anything anywhere... k that makes no sense. But it makes sense to me haha.

anyways

I have a weird twitch on the left side of my face... all day... i had it a few weeks ago too. its rather irritating.. I wish it would go away.

mm a few pictures.

ravagedskies @ 2009-05-27T22:43:00

2009-05-28T05:43:58Z

when you get to the end of your rope... you need to make a choice about whether to climb back to the top.... or just let go...

that's where I am

ravagedskies @ 2009-05-15T10:18:00

2009-05-15T17:25:14Z

SO, I don't even want to be writing this out but I guess I will. Remember when I said my bf won a car from tim hortons... well they now are telling us that his cup is a fake, we don't get our car. Its unbelievable ... we have been so excited and they just crush us. They are a huge corporation though, we have no ground to stand on really. But it has made nationwide news (in Canada) and we aren't going down without a fight. They have even said they could charge him with fruad!!!! like wtf, yeah how do you even make a cup! a perfect replica, I held that cup in my hands and I know for a fact it was made in a factory, if it was in fact a fake it was a pretty damn good one. Also he got it straight from tim hortons, so either they have someone corrupt in their company, or they just don't want to give away this car. It really does make me wonder if they actually do give away any cars. The other thing is that we had to send the cup to them, we have pictures... but they have all the power. Their comment to the news was that the case was "closed" the cup is a fake.... realy nice, pretty much that's that sorry about your luck.

I am really so upset about this, not just that we don't get a new car that we thought we were getting... but more so the principle of the whole thing... I don't even care about the car anymore, I don't even know what I want from them. ass holes

sorry if this wasn't very well written but I'm sick of telling the story AND hearing it. The story will probably be on global news again today if you live in Canada, and its online but I'm not sure where. look for my lovely tattoo covered now bald boyfriend haha, he does look so adorable on tv.

ravagedskies @ 2009-05-05T17:24:00

2009-05-06T00:23:44Z

bahhh. I dunno... I love life, but its hard sometimes.

mm I'm coloring my hair tomorrow. I'm bored of being red... for now anyways!

ravagedskies @ 2009-04-09T10:11:00

2009-04-09T17:14:42Z

SO guess what????? My awesometastic boyfriend won a freakin CAR yesterday!!!!

He wont it at Tim Horton's , roll up the rim. I am still in shock. Its a 2009 Toyota venza, its worth 32,000 dollars. I cant even believe it! And it couldn't come at a better time, he was going to buy a car next paycheck because he just got a new job that is to far away for us to share the one car. But he was going to buy like you know a 500 dollar beater.... OMG.

this is probably the most exciting thing that has ever happened to me haha

haha we have to wait like 6 - 8 weeks.. killing me! I want it nooooww

ravagedskies @ 2009-03-31T13:42:00

2009-03-31T20:45:05Z

MSI was so incredibly amazing. best concert Ive ever been to. The pit was crazy amazing. Highlights or low lights? of the night included my hitting a girl in the face for trying to kiss Matt, Matt beating up and throwing out some disgusting fucked up kid who was bleeding all over the place and grabbing girls. Half the mosh pit falling and me getting rammed in the ass bone by a chair arm, getting bit... that's all I can think of at the moment. Well other than of course the amazing music and Jimmy who is just so hot. We met them after the show and Jimmy signed my boobs, and I molested him just a little bit.. god it was awesome.

We just had a great trip. And we met some really cool people and line who we hung out with for the rest of the show! good times, and our hotel wasn't disgusting AND it was cheap.
We didn't really get time to do anything else, we walked around Granville when we got there but I didn't buy anything. And the next day we had to leave pretty early to get back to our car before the time ran out. But it was a great trip all in all. And god do i love my boyfriend more than words could ever even express.

ravagedskies @ 2009-02-24T14:54:00

2009-02-24T22:54:40Z

I love my life right now

ravagedskies @ 2009-01-28T12:36:00

2009-01-28T20:39:24Z

I did my hair yesterday eep. I was so shocked cuz I've been blonde for so long but I love it now yay :)

before

and one more extra :)

ravagedskies @ 2009-01-22T15:53:00

2009-01-22T23:54:41Z

I'm completely in love...

ravagedskies @ 2009-01-02T00:41:00

2009-01-02T08:42:21Z

my dads dog is really sick.. hes pretty old like 15 and I'm really scared hes not gonna make it this time... I don't need this right now.. I so soo soo don't need this right now :(

ravagedskies @ 2008-12-29T12:53:00

2008-12-29T20:57:16Z

ok... so here it goes. This hurts.

Travis left me, for another girl. I feel stupid.. so stupid that I let this happen.. that I got back together with him.. that I let him in.. That I put my trust in him.. I am lost.

I will be okay. Not right now, but I will be. I have good friends and a good family. but I'm so sick of people asking me if I'm okay.. its not even funny. What do people want me to say? No I am not fucking okay, I'm the farthest thing from okay right now, I'm a mess. No one wants to hear that.

I went from one day being so happy and in love to literally two days later being more broken than I think I have ever been in my life...

And I feel stupid.

ravagedskies @ 2008-12-05T11:40:00

2008-12-05T19:42:10Z

I freakin love allie and nico. One of them is going to win. Wait and watch they're performance together its at like 3 minutes. AH so amazing.. doesn't hurt that david cook sings the song they are dancing too !

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=O9N6nEY0jVo

ravagedskies @ 2008-10-30T22:15:00

2008-10-31T05:55:14Z

comment and I'll give you a letter.
then you have to list ten things you LOVE that begin with that letter.
afterward, post this in your journal and give out some letters of your own.

I was given "M" by bemyluckystar

:) :)

1. Mugs

2. My Man!

3. Mac Makeup

4. MIA

5.Momma's

6.Marc Jacobs

7. Macaroons

8.Maui

9.Mimosas

10.Magic

ravagedskies @ 2008-10-20T23:45:00

2008-10-21T06:47:42Z

soo I may have found a photographer for our wedding! She came in to the salon today and I did her hair.. found out she was a photographer , been doing it for 12 years.. and I really like her so that a plus :)
We'll see though, its pretty much the biggest thing for me to choose. I'm gonna go take a look at her portfolio though.

ack, Mondays. I should be asleep but house rerun on at 12 :) haha I watch it every weeknight.

balsamic portobello mushroom burger

2008-09-29T23:36:07Z

One of my favorite dinners.
balsamic portobello mushroom "burger"
with mozza cheese and basil mayo.
mm so so good.

This is so easy too.
I just take the mushroom, and pull off the stem. cover it in balsamic vinegar, salt, pepper, garlic salt and basil. make sure it gets all over the mushroom. Then fry it up in a pan with a bit of oil and add a slice or two of cheese once the mushroom looks cooked. Put it on a bun with whatever else you want! so yummy.
I make a basil mayo just by mixing together mayo, basil, salt, pepper a little olive oil (about a tsp depending on the amount you make), vinagar (a little less than the oil) and a little bit of mustard.

:D its a great vegetarian alternative. even though I'm not a vegetarian, I try to stay away from beef as much a possible haha.

ravagedskies @ 2008-09-28T14:26:00

2008-09-28T21:28:44Z

some wedding idea stuff :)

I have such a big folder of wedding idea pictures. From the knot and other random sites around.

as you can see we are going with mostly green's and white.

I really want that cake, but I want to make it myself.. I think it can be done.

ravagedskies @ 2008-09-26T20:57:00

2008-09-27T03:58:24Z

I burnt my hand really bad :( it reallly hurts :(

errrg

ravagedskies @ 2008-09-24T16:30:00

2008-09-24T23:41:53Z

Vegas was awesome! I definitely want to go back with Travis when I turn 21. I didn't get IDed anywhere though, neither did Colton (my brother who is 17) but hes like 6 3" haha. We saw circ du sole love, the beatles show and it was freaking AMAZING i would go again just to see that show seriously. mind blowing.

We had a really crappy room the first night so that sucked but then we complained and got upgraded to a really really nice room so it made up for it :).

I have so many pictures but I've been to lazy to upload them anywhere or do anything with them haha.

We got back on Sunday and work has been SO busy this week, I havn't even had time to unpack! But its been good cuz I need the money, I've made like almost 800 bucks in three days, its soo good I really needed a good week like this. hopefully this keeps up :D

Travis might have a new job! I'm not getting my hopes up to much yet. Its doing elevator work, usually you cant even get a job like this because its union, you need to be in the union to get the job but you cant get the job unless your in the union kind of thing :S

But they are desperate for people right now, and we know a guy who is in the union and really likes Travis so he's getting him an interveiw. Its really an awesome job if he can get into the union (you're in after 6 months and then you can pretty much do anything and never lose your job haha) Its 23 bucks and hour to start and full benefits after 6 months. But the thing I'm most excited about the guy who works for them told us that within three years he will be making about 100k a year ! I cant even imagine.. it would be so awesome to not have to worry about money. Anyways I hope I don't jinx it by talking about it to much :S like i said were not getting our hopes up TOO much :P haha.

well I doubt anyone has read this ridiculously long post. off to make some dinner!

ravagedskies @ 2008-09-14T22:29:00

2008-09-15T05:30:09Z

eeee :D :D

ravagedskies @ 2008-09-05T09:58:00

2008-09-05T17:03:08Z

I just found out I'm going to vegas in two weeks!! ack! im so excittted! not next thursday but the thursday after I will be there! yaayaya

I'm like anxious too though because its sooo soon, I like to be prepared for these kind of things haha.

I'm going to backstreet boys in vic tonight :P i saw them a couple years ago its fun. But I really really dont even feel like going at ALL, it seems like such a hassle right now since victoria is two hours away. I kind of have to go though haha it will be fun. I have to do julie's wedding updo's tomorrow though and im gonna be really tired.

well, going to do some laundry..

ravagedskies @ 2008-09-01T14:36:00

2008-09-01T21:44:13Z

vancouver was awesome! except for the last day we were there i got really sick :( but the PNE was great. best time i think I've ever had at the pne.. we went on pretty much every ride more than once. we were there till about 7 30 then we went back to the hotel ate dinner and went swimming in there awesome pool all night haha. it was a great trip all in all.

and now i have a super long weekend, well i worked sat and but i had yesterday off and today and tomorrow. I go back on wednesday then have another three days off :S not good money wise but meh Ill enjoy the last of my summer.

anyways just thought id post a few pictures from the maternity shoot i did the other day :)

theres so many more haha i did a lot of editing. Amber is due any day now! yesterday was her official due date so yah any day. I'm so excited for them!

well I'm going to get some stuff done i should have been doing a long time ago .. its almost 3 ugh, im such a procrastinator haha.

ravagedskies @ 2008-08-24T00:40:00

2008-08-24T07:41:49Z

i did my first maternity shoot today!! so exciting and i got some really good shots! im so happpy. and i bought the 50mm lens for my cannon today .. inlove!

life is good, no great :)

t - 3 days till vancouver